Prince of Tears
What name could I bestow on you?
On such a master of the emotional changes,
I thought could only happen in another lifetime.
What title could hold steadfast,
with the complex chain of tests you take an emotional heart thru . . .
A heart that ends up beating, only to serve you.
I've known some who've survived your web/bed.
And some of the unlucky who didn't.
And when it was my turn,
And you dealt your seductive hand,
As much as I tried to resist your desert,
I sank deeper in the sand.
Despite all the denial,
Through my disappointment, painful desolation and fears.
I now understand why you've been given the crown of . . .
PRINCE OF TEARS
. . . A kingdom made of the lost water, of lovers cast away.
Truly the PRINCE OF TEARS,
with robes of broken hearts,
and bodies lain at the foot of your cold-hearted throne.
Still . . . I can't help but love you, dear.
You, my PRINCE OF TEARS.
Even though now I know better, At least I know why I should.
I don't think you would really share love, even if you could.
And if I said I don't want the comfort, of the pain you inflict so well,
I'd be lying to myself, never uttering a word in my own defense.
Though my reaction alone
Even the deaf, dumb and blind, would know . . .
could sense.
So, despite all the denial,
Through my disappointment, painful desolation and fears . . . .
I have given you the crown of the
PRINCE OF TEARS.
1990